The Complete 10th Year

December 24th, 2004, I bit my families and friends good bye just to find myself in a foreign land. Alone and scare. Things were different, strange languages, and different cultures.

Today, December 24th, 2014, 10 years later; I stepped on another foreign land. Though, I'm not gonna stay here another 10 years, gonna be here for a week or so just to pet myself on the back as I deserve it.

Remarkably, I made it this far. A long journey, all by myself but not always on my own. 10 years away from home and be independent, made lots of friends and like they said you can't make friends without making a few enemies.

I really appreciate everyone efforts and helps, thoughts, and cares, and loves. You are one of the reasons, I keep moving. Please continue be amazing as who you are and spread the loves and hopes to whoever you can. They said never look down at people, unless you lend a hand to lift them up.

I'll take this chance to wish everybody a very Merry Christmas and Wonderful New Year!

Dear God

Dear God,

The only thing I ask of you is to hold their hands when I'm not around. When I'm much too far away.

Cause I'm lonely, and I'm tired. I'm missing them very dearly.

Amen.

Perhaps, today is one of those days again. 

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

While I recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that I was there

Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

But I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again, oh no...

Once again

There's nothing here for me, on this barren road

There's no one here while the city sleeps

And all the shops are closed

Can't help but think of the times I've had with you

Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need that person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again, oh no...

Once again

Some search, never finding a way

Before long, they waste away

I found you, something told me to stay

I gave in, to selfish ways

And how I miss someone to hold

When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line

Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around

When I'm much too far away

We all need the person who can be true to you

I left her when I found her

And now I wish I'd stayed

'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired

I'm missing you again, oh no...

Once again