the chap...

Life is unpredictable. Life is an adventure. Life is fragile. Life is a wonderful thing.

Today, we smile we laugh together. Tomorrow might never be the same again.

Like they said, people just come and go all the time, wish we are not the last one to go (it's just too sad, isn't it?)

The last day for Max in CCC is Today.

Max is not just my colleague but a friend. A good one.

Little too crazy, little too stubborn, little too creative and lively. That's Max.

I couldn't stop laughing every time he start his lame jokes (even other found it is not funny). 

I love his lame jokes though.

For the worst time, I cried, he was there for me and be my supporter even he didn't know how.

I wouldn't expect myself writing this post though. I wouldn't think I would miss him that fast (it was like what...1 hour since he left?) but Yes, I miss him because I know he will not be here again soon or ever again I guess.

It's kinda lame post I think. But I wish to release it, little bit heavy chess now.

You taught me to fight, to live and to love. I thank you.

I'm sorry if I've ever upset you (I know sorry no cure, but that is the best I could do for now).

You are one chapter of my life :). One proud chapter that I have.

There's no party that never end. Let's live on.

Stay Happy, Stay Lively and Stay Milky... Will ya?

Loves,

kopi

p.s. I have another goodbye to do. I'm scared. Pray hard for me. :( 

whatthefuck! I can't sleep.... why didn't he sleep?? why got like that one, need to go to work yet don't want to sleep!!

Little story here... Every time I got up in the middle of the night and that person who suppose to sleep next to me ain't in bed I surely will wide my eyes open like a crazy woman!


T________________T


see see now only come to bed... who can sleep now?? it's freaking 6am in the morn, you have to get ready to work in like what...2hours? just peepeep and poopoop already 1 hour okay?

I'm gonna be late for work...again!

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Update: 

- Nop, we weren't late to work!

- I'm so deadly sleepy now O.o

This year wasn't the best year but I feel alive after all.
Been through quite a lot of things, the bad - the good and the ugly kekeke.
Anyway, that what is life all about, isn't it?


We had the gift exchange in the office as usual... This year is the happening one ^__^.

lots of gifts
(the big one is mine XD)


and I got this from my mysterious santa hehe
I called it, Momo the shaker!!
touch it, you will know what I mean XD


cute lil gift from Christine ^___^

(btw, that's the bad bad spelling!)

and of course my long arriving gift from Cambodia XD

from Chris


lovely gift from Su (other colleague of mine)
On a different note, why so many people are getting married and engaged? whatthefuck!



oooo and lots of birthday too O.o

p.s. coming birthday is Dom's!

Ben's got me the Camera (I went like wow~~ are you serious?)
Ya, I know why he gave me la... no need to mention here hahahaha

not enough gifts?


and I've got myself two portable players T____T whatthefuck~!!


till then
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Have a wonderful holiday~~
In case I don't see you again, Have a wonderful New Year ^__^

Vocalist version XD

Heaven

Saigo ni kimi ga hohoende
Massugu ni sashidashita mono wa
Tada amarini kirei sugite
Koraekirezu namida afureta

Ano hi kitto futari wa
Ai ni fureta

Watashitachi wa sagashiatte
Tokini jibun o miushinatte
Yagate mitsukeatta no nara
Donna ketsumatsu ga matte ite mo

Unmei to iu igai
Hoka ni wa nai

la la la la la la la la la la
la la la la la la la la la la

Kimi ga tabidatta ano sora ni
Yasashiku watashi o terasu hoshi ga hikatte

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
Nee konnanimo nokotteru kara

Soba ni ite aisuru hito
Toki o koete katachi o kaete
Futari mada minu mirai ga koko ni
Nokotteru kara

Shinjite aisuru hito
Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru
Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto
Sayonara nante iwanai

Ano hi kitto futari wa
Ai ni fureta

Have a wonderful Christmas &&
Great New Year ahead ^___^

Dear Jenn Ting && Sheva,

Happy Birthday to You both ^___^

Stay Happy, Stay Lively, Stay Lovely~~!!

Tons of Love,

Kopi Ais

You've got mail!

@ 12.30 PM all the way from Cambodia

I don't even know who is it from at first T____T

"Max: is it a bomb?

Me: ....

Max: open open I wanna see what's inside..

Me: huuuuurrrrggg (still surprise)"

Golden wrapping...*_*

Good Lord!! it's from Chris

O.o

I'm really surprise and kinda speechless ^___^ *blushing*

and...and...and...He drew this for me... O.o

This is the second piece after the first printed photo he gave...

I'm so blessed and now I'm speechless -_____-

p.s. Day 09th, Do I really want to do that? I don't know...I feel I should...

I'm so out of my mind

O.o

I guess sometime we really don't like the results that wasn't what we've expected, do we?
For some purpose we have to take it even though we are never satisfied with it.

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But this is different! ah ha!!

I've been taking the quiz in facebook again and again...because the results came out wasn't Edward Cullen from Twilight the movie XD
No offense Jacob Black... you know every girl's dream twilight guy is Edward, don't you? lolz

And Finally I got him! Yesh!!


Okay, that's enough. It's just the quiz...people cheat all the time. lolz

On the different note, Day 10th. I'm gonna do it, even I'm not gonna like what is the result T_____T

Go Short!!

From this....

To this...

while cutting... he kept telling me short hair I look nicer...coz I kept holding my long hair -__- whatthefuck

This is how long that I've cut off!

T_____T (8 years man 8 years)

p.s. the shirt is just coincident....

p.s.s. Day 11th

short updates:

- The decision is made.
- Don't worry Syg, it won't be long I promise.
- Friday, December 19th 2008 - Day 12th.

short updates:

- It's hard to breath with the silent tears...

Me: What's the plan for Christmas?
Denslee: No, nothing. Christmas is to celebrate the born of Jesus Christ just like Wesak day celebrating the born of Buddha. Haha so I don't celebrate Christmas.
Me: -___-"

It does make sense though.
So...Do you celebrate Christmas?
or Do you actually celebrate the holiday?

I guess I'm not celebrating Christmas then. How about you?
Who says??? I'm going to celebrate holidays though muahaha

I'm so full of the so-called *holiday* spirit. The Christmas songs really warm me up every now and then.
Religiously, is Christmas only for Christianity? Maybe...or Definitely.

But it is really nice to gather around during holidays, no?

the sand clock by the seashore

Yesterday, I was very excited, little sad, nervous, very anxious and fearful.
All I knew was, I want you very badly. It's killing me once every few minutes when I remember that I won't be able to see you in the next day or next next day.

I guess the more I want you to be near, the more fear I'll have.

Yesterday, I witness another sad story. A breaking up story.
It reminds me when I was playing the very same role.
The sad that I had. How fearful I was. How much I wanted to save the day and made things better. But you know the more you want it to be fixed, the more cracks it will retain.
How fragile our relationship. How fragile our life being. It just couldn't get better everyday. Because we always want everything. Because we are greedy. Because we are human.

I almost cry by myself while comforting a friend who knock herself off because of the frailness of love. How many people will have to experience this?
The more you want things get better, it will never be. Because the time you chose is not the right time.
You were too tense to fix things. Fix yourself first. I was too tense and I wanted things to get better very badly. But it's never was. Because I'm broken and things just got out of hands very easily.

And you know what? I will never want you again. Because the more I see you the more I want you. The more I want you, the harder I'm trying. I have enough cracks on my heart.
Thank you for letting me sleep in your arms, thanks for being my blanket when I'm cold, thanks for the shoulder when I cry, thanks for the love you gave.

Each day I live by and I'm getting closer to the failure and disappointment. I then tell myself: look, I am not seeing the failure, I'm facing the reality and it will pay off one day.

I say, where I live is real.
I made mistake, I swallow my guts and I apologize.
The good I do today, no one know. But I'm happy.


p.s. I love you [even I've never told you so and you will never know it].

Uncertainty

Yesterday was a pleasant one but today isn't.

It's not about me. It's about people around me.

You will never know what is going to happen in the very next minute.

But I believe you do know what you did just now is the next couple of minute's result.

Stay alert, will ya?

a Good Me && a Good Weekend

I was out doing some Christmas shopping with Tracy at IOI today. And I bumped into Siang Chin, my old friend. So we had lunch and talked about the old day at MMU.

Siang Chin

A-ShoutOut-from-Me-&-SiangChin:
"Oi, Cheryl!! if you are reading this, call us for yumcha or something la. You were like MIA like that.... miss you geh! call me okeh??"

Oouuuu oouuu I *volunteer* to help Siang Chin for her community services too [angel's ring on the head!].

Okay lah, I wasn't volunteer at the first place. Because her friends were late or something like that and she needed a hand XD
It was a Free Gift Wrapping Service!! ah ha! I was kinda shaking and stuff but I enjoyed the moment and the day with her and tracy lolz.

After the service, we head back with the volunteer gift!! wooohoooo

Tracy & Me posing with our t-shirt

Angel pose

I am an angel...wiiiii

The Heavently Gift

Okay, let's introduce about the service and the events for a bit.
The service is called Free Wrapping Gift sponsorde by IOI Mall and the events is called The Heavently Gift, you can check out more at Siang Chin's page.
It is the charity for the Orphange homes for this coming Christmas if I'm not mistaken ^_^.

I feel sooooooo goooood afterall. Thank you soooooooooooo much Siang Chin that gave me the opportunity to help out and enjoy the publicity which I've never in my life did it!

And Guess what? I got myself a Christmas Tree!!! Woooohoooo so happy hehe

It is not yet fully decorated lo, bit by bit for now ^___^

p.s. me is happy and so full of Christmas spirit !

Let's see what do I do when I'm on leave...


update my netvibes, they have this new theme - Magazine Theme. Not bad hor, can see the photo straigh away hehe...

ppssttt hello!?? I got write papers one okeh? Two papers, one journal, thesis chapter, test cases...sei leh... I'm going insane man~~ O.o

p.s. me no going Cambodia now geh... the plan cancelled already lah
p.s.s. why my photo so damn small one arr...

Joke of the Day

The 5 Questions Most Feared By Men

1. What are you thinking about?

2. Do you love me?

3. Do I look fat?

4. Do you think she is prettier than me?

5. What would you do if I died?

....speechless....

short updates:

- Thursday is public holiday...
- I will be on leave from Friday till Tuesday...
- Gonna miss you so much, baby T____T

....to be continued...

Incredible Me

Guess what is this symbol?

No~~~ it's not any E symbol....

It's the Incredible Me Perfume by Escada

p.s. I'm so turn on by the box... you know.... it's soft and smooth

It's so sweet and last

Make me so shine and fresh whole day ^__^

and came along with a free hand bag from Escada



me love the incredible me ^_^

This is taken from the official website...

yaya I know~~ the girl damn hot la T____T

p.s. I even found the blog bout incredible me -____- whatthefuck

You know what? The longer I've work here, the more Negative (-) I am.
I start to feel that I'm much more mean than I was last time.

My guilt is over me now.

Ah miaow told me: "why don't you breath in and breath out before you talk to anyone while things are messy/ugly hehe"

like that also can arrr... -____________-

But I think maybe I consider this thought hahahah whatthefuck

Short Updates:

shocked sms... update more details tomorrow T___________T

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Okay, time to explain. I was asked to go Bots again [yeah, it wasn't the first time though].
My answer is short and enhanced hahaha "Is the visa approved?"
So now I don't have to go because the visa to Bots is not ready yet [or maybe not approved, I don't know]
Hehehe

Birthday Compilation

Bee Eng, Hsien Kung and Reza's birthday

We went to FullHouse @ Ni Ze Xue, the outdoor shopping mall [will post about the place later]

Reza & Me

Cutie Bee Eng

Hsien Kung and his baby Seet Teng

Reza and his baby Reza
-_____- whatthefuck

the Birthday Babes

Group Photo

Happy People with the present

Happy Babe

Happy Dude

or..maybe not too happy hahahahah whatthefuck

YT's Birthday

Say Cheese ^_^

Chocolate Cake *yumyum*

Happy Birthday Daijiaoking!!

Crystal Choong's Birthday

cuse' me, how come only 23 years old candles??

Crystal

Crystal and her so-called bebe

and of course some happy people around ^_^

Tim's day


wooohooo this is the best so far~~~

Coco Banana Private Lounge


Just for you

of course some drinks to clear your throat :P


if you don't like that...try this muahah

thirsty people waiting to be served

Special of the night

don't like gas stuff, try the solid one *nyek nyek nyek*

After some drinks... chilling babe

and Cheers!