short update:

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir Batin.

*holiday-mode*

Let's the bad things fly away... and continue the good ones ...

Hmmm so I went out having good meal and shopping with my good colleagues on the weekend... hehehe

Janet @ Tea Jung Gum [my favorite place of all ^_^]

We actually decided to order one set only, because last we ate was two sets and it was too much for two ladies lolz [ya right!]

Marinated Beef set, recently a lot of side dishes already wor hehe

But after the first set, Janet give some hints "I still can eat one more set haha, only meat" So tempted, I also want!!! so we ordered the marinated pork set... yumyum *drolling*

Marinated Pork set

After the second set, she looks like this hahaha

Then we head Sunway for shopping...wooohooo~!!!
I shopped quite a lot...when I said a lot I mean it -___-"

A pair of shoe
A pair of heels
A pair of slipper
A singlet
A sweater-alike shirt
A shirt
A ring
A headset
Two panties

-___-" so guilty!!

After shopping we have our dinner @ T.G.I. Friday hehehe *drolling-again*

Since we have five people so we ordered three sets lo... share share hehe

Appetizer

Boneless Chicks

Shrimp Martini

Mac and Cheese

Main Course

Chicken and cheese [sth like that la]

Aroma Chicken

Jack Daniel Platter [is it?] - extra order

Dessert


Choco Malt Cake

Cookie' n' Ice Cream [very very very nice ^_^]

Dennis and his healthy Caesar Salad

Me and My chubby chubby face *oink-oink*

After we catch the movie, Mamma Mia~~

Mamma Mia, the movie

Believe it or not, I hate Hight School Musical all episodes. Seriously, they sing too much, dance too much... make my hairs stand all the time @_@ Good God takes them away!!!

But Dennis dragged me [no lah, not really dragging, I myself not sure what the movie about also hehe] to watch Mamma Mia, can you imagine that? For the whole show my hair stand all the time... but it was different from High School Musical, it was comedy and quite nice...
I even like two songs from the show, Our Last Summer and The Winner Takes It All from ABBA.
^_^ It was okie lah... I still can enjoy while watching hehehe

And you know what did Dennis and Kevin do while watching the movie?

THEY WERE SLEEPING!!! PIG!!!

I'm very very very disappointed...still.


You have no idea who loves you and who hates you.


All you can do is follow your instinct and desired and hopefully it won’t make people hate you. Being hated wasn’t the best thing happen in your life. If you couldn’t accept the fact that people hates you, nothing you could do. You can’t force them to love you though.

Yourself sometime wouldn’t know what you have done to anyone, directly, indirectly or being the third parties which cause the damage to them. If your intention is good but the way you chose wasn’t, that’s it, no one could save you.

Being honest and straight forward doesn’t make you look pure or innocent.
Being committed doesn’t make you respective.
Being loyal doesn’t make you look good.

I am honest, committed and loyal. I ended up with pour pain, less respect and look bad day by day.

For some reasons, some people couldn’t get what you mean or what you are doing.
For some reasons, they couldn’t accept the facts you did for the good.

It is just the way it is.

I’ve been here for sometime now, and I’ve never disrespects what I’m doing, who I’m doing with and what or who I’m doing it for, ever. And I just couldn’t accept when people contrary think about the way it is. I understand, that is just what they are and how they think. Ignorant could help sometime but I couldn’t let it go.

If I walk away, I might be a loser; but I seriously consider moving on and away.
I couldn’t force people to think the same way I think. I couldn’t change them.
I’m sorry to my friends who have been encouraging me and supporting me all this while.
If I’ve ever harm you, hurt you or even make you felt bad, please forgive me. I’ve never meant that way.

Disappointment, disrespecting and hate fill all over me.

I was reading an article past from Pete [because I always complaint to them about how my juniors behave at works]
The article talks about "How good a boss are you?".
Then I realize why would I have to read all these? I'm not the boss![sigh~ fine! indirectly I am]
Why would you let someone who constipate highly boiling temperature at most of the time to manage 3 branches of your company and another 3 juniors!!

I'm not ready yet!!

Seriously *one-eyebrow-up-and-one-down* ?? haih tired la like that

Things might get out of hand you know? What if at one point we are ready to past down the tasks to the next person but they screw up and we have to take it back, isn't it? And do you actually think that I can cope with everything?

I'm so so overloaded...
sometime I thought why would I have to do that?
Should I do like other? Lunch time just go for lunch la.
If cannot finish work today then go back la 7pm already what?
ah ha!

Not just that you know, people still bitches behind your back when you work hard! [O.o]

Ooo about the article they mention if you are given three things to your subordinates then you are considered the good one. lolz oo really??
Let's do some check list together:

1. First is fairness. They want to feel that they're being recognized and rewarded fairly for what they contribute.[CHECKED]
2. Second is achievement. People want to be proud of the organization and of their place in it.[MAYBE- hey! it's not my decisions lah]
3. And third, camaraderie, meaning good working relationships and a sense of belonging to a team. [MAYBE - I did my parts at least!]

Haih...I'm so out...so very out of my control [>_<]

short updates:

You know what? Maybe I should update my resume!
So fucking moody right now and I could kick the cow to the other end of the world!!

short updates:

Why can't I tell the world what am I doing?
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.
.
I'm waiting for something...
...something to assure me that I'm ready.

Email

Speechless....

a surprise

You'll see

She has no idea what I'm planning hehe

to be continued...

Sunday Morning

Sunday Breakfast ^_^

This is after I freak out rushing from bed thought I was late to work haha *paiseh*

I am so eager to learn about science, especially psychology science. Of course not for my career path, I just love to know all the myth and its secret lolz.

I believe there is always an explanation for every occurrence events. Ah Ha!

So I was working and discussing with my colleague, somehow the next minute I totally blanked about what I have to do with my works. Holy Moly~ I can't recall what I decided to do with my colleague a moment ago. So this remind me of a term Alzeimer's, easier to understand is Memory Loss.

choi *touchwood* I don't have such disease lah >_<. So I check for it, how and what causes Alzeimer's. Alzheimer’s disease is a brain disorder name after Dr. Alois Alzeimer in 1906.
Alzeimer's was mistakenly thought to be 'age-related' concerns... No Sir!! it's not!
AD or Alzeimer's patient simply have difficulty in remembering recently learned facts.

AD is suspected, the diagnosis is usually confirmed with behavioural assessments and cognitive tests, often followed by a brain scan if available. As the disease advances, symptoms include confusion, irritability and aggression, mood swings, language breakdown, long-term memory loss, and the general withdrawal of the sufferer as his senses decline.

I could not find the causes of Alzeimer's though, there aren't enough proof on the causes.

[source: Alzeimer Association]
[source: Alzeimer's]

While reading AD's causes, I stumble upon another term...Yes! it is Workaholic!

Workaholic is a person who simply feels compelled [necessitate] to work

...

Workaholism in Japan is considered a serious social problem leading to early death, often on the job, a phenomenon dubbed karōshi. Overwork was popularly blamed for the 2000 stroke of then-Prime Minister of Japan Keizo Obuchi, which proved fatal.

^...

There is no generally accepted medical definition of such a condition, although some forms of stress, obsessive-compulsive personality disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder can be work-related.

^{[source: Workaholic]
[source: Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder]
[source: Confession of Workaholics]}

O_o" I'm so not a workaholic
[blogging about this while taking 15mn breaks from works on Saturday]

Ooo...enjoy the clip btw hehe

Was and still busy at work...>__< got nothing to update but works~!!
NO, m'am!! I'm not going to update about work!!

So I was cleaning up my workstation... and see old pictures...

Beach and Sunset

I can't wait to get some breaks! *tearing*

short updates:

I'm flying back to KL in couple hours time...
Don't know what I feel, don't know what I'm thinking...
I don't even know what I am seeking for...

Feel like I'm giving up something here, but am I looking forward to something else in KL?.

I'm confused.

heavenly breakfast

good GOD...can you see how delicious it is...

they are fresh and handmade you know...

they like their meal

father said his rice is a lot lah...and mother said her kuy teow is delicious~!! hehe

Excuse me miss, what's your number?

hehe no lah, no one asked for my number...
But there is a guy gave me a little gift and his number....instead lolz
Well that's weird..because I knew him like 5 days till now and he don't really look at me while he's talking to me [even when he's passing the gift to me]

everybody, this is Chris...

handmade gift roll haha

This is what's inside

I love it, it's a nice print :P

Okie, the gift is for me because I supposed to flight back this Sunday...but apparently I might extend my stays... now it's kinda weird seeing him till next week -___-"
He's a sweet guy, though....

Dinner @ K-West

with the birthday girl a.k.a the boss

right hand

left hand

left some more

Corona with Lime

Fish Fillet with something something

Pork Ribs

Tenderloin with Bearnaise Sauce


Grilled Chicken

on my left side

kiwi opposite of me

on my right

NOW I know where the fuck is that 'd-low' sign from....

Last night I went out with my colleagues, it was the boss's birthday. So we went for dinner and drinks.

Let's skip to the drinks part [I'll update the dinner later on, no worries]

I saw this d-low sign, and I was mumbling to Kah Wai that "I saw this d-low sign thingy somewhere before, not sure where" then I added "maybe in KL, did you put in your blog?"
Then Kah Wai said NO. So I keep thinking and thinking and thinking...then I finally said... "dunno le, maybe they do have one in KL" then my boss added "you mean copy-cate?" I said "I dunno, maybe... cos I'm sure I saw this sign in Malaysia just can't get it out where!!?"

Who knows my boss turn around and talk to some guy and said "hey, she said your place is copycate!!"

I was like holy shit... whatthefuck!!
The next second I thought naaaa the guy would have heard the entir conversation anyway....

HELL NO!!! He was like trying to explain to my boss blah blah blah....then my boss poke me and said "he's talking to you" whatthefuck if you are talking to me call me first, you idiot!!

NVM, I turned around and look at him... then he was questioning me: "DO YOU LISTEN TO ME?" [you have no idea how rude he was!!] I wanted to answer "NO" but I just ignored it and turn back. Fuck You la!

Do I look like I'm fucking care what you trying to act in front of my boss!! idiot!!

FYI, the boss that I mentioned wasn't really my boss...she's based in Cambodia, so kinda Cambodia's campus boss...and She's freaking HOT.

Now why am I so mad with this joker, he acted like he's 20+ years old and trying to defend himself and his place. C'mon man you look like you are 40+ can you use your fucking brain and think before you spit the fucking shit out of your mouth? I belived he did heard the entir conversation but he just acted so childish~ idiot!!

Oh btw, I knew I've seen that sign in KL, Yes I did. It was in Alan's phone. He took it in Cambodia but I did see it in Malaysia... my memories would have capture the location that I flipped throught the photo hahaha so good la my brain...lolz

Malaysian Vs Cambodian

Hehe nothing personal... it's all just about food :P

Before my flight to Cambodia, I took nice lunch and dinner @ Thai Restaurant and Char Chan Teng...

Malaysian version

Lotus seed Shake @ Char Chan Teng

Spicy Mee @ Char Chan Teng

Cheese Baked Rice with Pork @ Char Chan Teng

Thai Snack platter @ Thai restaurant [Street Mall]


Vs

Cambodian version



Let's eat!

peanut for a starter [lame huh?]

Spiced Morning Glory Soup with Beef accessories

a details version

Fried Crab with Black Pepper

Fried Crab with Curry

Special Home Made Sausages

Steam Fish with Lemon Sauce

p.s. stay tuned...for our next episode