Delusion vs Dejavu

My heart keeps pounding so fast with no reason. There is this little voice whispering behind my ears that, "something is not right, get ready for it". I wonder is it what they call Dejavu? I'm not sure what will happen but it is not gonna be good thing.


"...Surveys have revealed that as much as 70% of the population have had these experiences, usually between ages 15 to 25, when the mind is still subject to noticing the change in environment." [quoted from Wikipedia]

Mind is still subject to noticing the change in environment? I have notice the different and keep telling myself it is just me thinking too much. That means it is true that something is really not in the right place and it is not just my delusion.

Sigh~ I just hope it is not what is on my mind right now. [:(] It is too heavy to handle.
And I'm soooo scared of whatever is gonna happen right now. I fear of losing whatever I have right now. Losing things that cannot get back once I've lost it.

sunday dinner...

I ran out of idea and materials to cook for dinner, so I flipped through my cooking books. Yesh, I found Recipe for Bread Pudding. I also left 4 pieces of bread so I decided to take risk [normally if not enough ingredients I won't play with food one lo]

It turns out nice [even though I didn't complete the recipe]

I also cook Asam Fish hahaha...can't believe I can do it lolz...

It doesn't look good in the photo...but it did taste good [:P] kekeke

Bread Pudding Recipe:

*serve for 2

- 25g unsaled butter
- 4 thick slices bread
- 1 tsp ground cinnamon
- 2 tbsp sultanas
- 1 egg
- 1 egg yolk
- 3 tbsp caster sugar
- 1/2 cup (125ml) milk
- 1 cup (250ml) cream
- 1/4 tsp vanilla essence
- 1/2 tbsp demerara sugar

1) Preheat the oven to moderate 180c (350F/Gas 4). Melt 10g of the butter and use to brush a 1.5L oven proof dish. Spread the bread very lightly with the remaining butter and cut each slice in half diagonally. Layer the bread in the prepared dish, sprinkling the cinnamon and sulatanas between each layer.

2) Lightly whisk together the egg, egg yolk and caster sugar in a large bowl. Heat the milk with the cream until just warm and stir in the vanilla. Whisk the cream mixture into the egg mixture. Strain the custard over the layered bread, then leave for 5 minutes before sprinkling with the demerara sugar.

3) Bake for 30minutes, or until the custard has set and the bread is golden brown. Serve warm or at room temperature.

So I went to Alamanda to get some stuff for baking this evening. Before getting the stuff, we drop by Lemongrass for dinner. It is a self-service restaurant which serve only Local Foods.

Lemongrass @ Alamanda

Basically, the food in the above photo is all they have in the menu [=.="]

Asam Laksa

Noodle Soup

Nasi Lemak with Rendang Kambing

Ok la, even there is not much thing in the menu but the food is ok [passed the Customer Satisfactory].

Oldies...

Today is my very old old old friend's Birthday.

I know this boy since I was in 4th grad till now. My childhood life wasn't bad, it is memorable. Well, I remember "the two boys and a girl fired the fireworks" story, "the two girls climb down from second floor apartment through the water pipe" story and lots more hehehe.

16 years of knowing him, he is cheerful, entertaining, helpful and mature. I was once fall in love with him and so was him lolz. It was called puppy love. Now we are good friend [just ignore the puppy love part :P]

Phirun, thank you for cheering me up and always with me when I need a friend to talk to.

Wishing you a very very happy birthday.

*peace*

him: I think I'm being too nice with you.
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How could he say that?

To men: If you think making your gf "choose between friends and bf" are being too nice with your gf, then DON'T DO IT.

It has been sooooooooo long that I have not seen the old friends. Since the graduation of 2006, we all separated and live our own life. Today, we gathered at The Laundry Bar, The Curve. Nine of us: Michelle, Cherry, Cheryl, Jamilah, Siang Chin, Daniel and E.T, Ben and Me. [Thanks to Daniel whom organized this dinner, or else I can't imagine when will we all meet again lolz]

Hahaha really miss the old day leh... Jamilah, Cheryl and Me used to stay up very late [till dawn] we had fun all night [don't misunderstood, we just stay @ home, surf net, listen to music...chit chat and so forth]. Until, Cheryl has the nickname of "TheNeverSleep" and "TheAlwaysThirsty" [yes, she is always very thirsty] and Jamilah has "TheAwaysSportive" and I wonder what did I have? hmmm can't think of one lolz.

The photo are with Michelle, Siang Chin and Cherry...will update later [:P]

Guyz, take good care [esp. Cheryl!!! You hear me? Take super good care girl!] and keep'n touch y'all [:D]

Happy Birthday to Pansin~!

God Bless and All the Best~!!

p.s.: don't be so greedy lo... I will be happy already if got ppl buy cake for my birthday...hahaha



p.s.s: thanks god I didn't manage to go Alamanda that day or not will regret redi... oohhh the cake taste so goooooood

[ring ring ring]

me:alo alo....
Unknown: .....
me: alo...alo....
Unknown:.....
me:....
sis: ah sva! [translate: monkey]
me:....[=.="] yeah...
sis: m planing to go for vocation in Thailand, you wanna follow?
me: yesh yesh yesh...you pay?
sis: I'll pay for your airticket....
me: YESH!! you the best.... when?
sis: June~
me: errrr.... I don't know I'll be free or not... nevermind can take leave
sis: ok..good
me: how long? 1 week?
sis: 15 days for the whole Thailand.
me:....
me: I only have 14 days leave per year [=.="]
sis: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
me: ah svet! [translate: skeleton]
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sigh~ she gave me hope and take it back...not just that..she destroy in front of me somemore.. that's my sister. [=.="]

For the sake of Cake

<07.56pm> Left office, head home for the handbag before go to Secrete Recipe @ Alamanda.

<08.16pm> Back office because after reach home and realized that forgot the house keys.

<08.22pm> Left office with the house keys and plan to go Alamanda straightaway.

<08.23pm> It’s raining!

<08.23.15pm> [O_o”] coz just left the umbrella in the office when taking the keys back.

<08.25pm> Decided to stay at home and watch movies.

<08.35pm> Reach home with the house keys.

<08.40pm> Turn the laptop on and looking for movie to watch

<08.45pm> [O.+”] coz just left the EXT HDD in office when go back and take the keys.

<09.05pm> Eating instant noodle and staring at the blank laptop.

Sigh~ that’s life.

Dennis just came back from Labuan and he got lots of chocolates...

Thanks for the choco ya...so yummy~!!