My first time ever celebrate people birthday @ 8am!!

It wasn't Ida's birthday yet, but we celebrate for her in advance because next month will be puarsa so...it might not be as fun as now :P

Classic Cheese Cake for Ida ^_^

Nasi Lemak and Teh Tarik for Breakfast hehe

Ida-manora with her super duper happy face~!

Let me introduce some of my colleagues [though, different dept!]

Ju-hana

Nora

and... somebody somebody didn't want to be in my blog...so....anything lah~

spotted this view while leaving my office....

Like the color of the sky~~ ^_^

Short Updates:

I'm tired now...very tired.
I lost my temper.
I lost my own self respects.
I lost my respect to others.
I totally lose it.

I wanna go...go away...away from this hideous place.

Recent Updates...

I think I'm getting busier and busier...
I leave office late almost everyday....
The night before, I went home around 9pm...with empty stomach...
Open the fridge and it was filled with few pieces of sausage, piece of cheese and crackers.

What to do? hehe luckily I'm spoil enough to read some blogs before I start to work every day :P

Credits goes to BakingMum

Cream Cracker Pizza [it was good!]

After food what do I do?

My study/working table

Study?
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Nooooooooooooooooo.....whatthefuck!!!

It's 2.10.10am and I was still doing office work @ home!!

Today we had Lunch Meeting...a.k.a Team Lunch @ Grazzi Restaurant @ Street Mall.
This is like the first time ever happen in my department where the boss buy lunch for the staffs!!! hahahaha My boss is cool~~!! I hope he will be here longer :(

Lasagne Manzo [beef, RM 23++]

I shall return to the restaurant, their pizza looks not bad hehe

And here is the message for some of you that familiar with the design of this house [Yes, it's a house!!!].

no comment

short updates:

5 minutes ago I was completely positive about the world.
Positive about what what I have.
Positive about what I've been through.
Decided to take it as the lesson and challenge to break through.

Right now, I'm typing this with hand shaking.
Am I mad? Am I angry? Do I hate? I don't know...
I'm crying inside..
Crying because of all the things I've been through were just the fake, the lies and people made up just for the sake to get through each day.

3 years of faking....it is too much to accept it.

p.s. Thank you for telling me all the truth...by not telling me the truth.

Almost Lover [by A Fine Frenzy]

You fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images

You sang me spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images

And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you’d never ever forget these images, no

I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you’d want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that easy for you
To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I’m trying not to think about you
Can’t you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
I should’ve known you’d bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

short updates:

@ office now, 7.02pm....because everything is urgent!!

People should learn to be more realistic!!
People should learn to be more responsible!!
People should learn to respect one's social life!!
People should learn to say NO!!

m so fucking tired now....
...so fucking frustrated now...
...so fucking imbalance...

Yes imbalance... I can't even continue the joke with my friends...
I'm out of Me...

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Updates:

Left office @ 8.15pm - Reason: Server down!!! whatthefuck!!!
Went to Pasar Malam with Ben...he made my day..
I just love pasar malam...
tq veli muchie...

Tagged: Facts about me

Tagged from Ryan

List down 15 facts about you, if you were tagged from here :P no loop back, alright!!??

1. I am rough, I mean a real rough...not sweet, not gentle...I never say 'I love you' face to face with any of my ex...[-__-" real shamed]
   
2. I'm too straightforward sometime...I used to point my finger to my friend and say...hey you forgot your window! muahahaha
3. I don't really like Chocolate...naaa not really...
4. I like alcohol...but I can't drink much beer.
   
5. I smoke...Only, if Only under influence of Alcohol!! [Thanks God my parent can't understand English!]
   
6. I love baking and cooking [but i find myself quite cheapskate sometime, because all the ingredient are over budget *sob*sob* is this another point??]
   
7. I get addicted to things or adapted myself very fast! no good no good...[no facebook today!]
   
8. I'm a short temper, impatient, mood swing all the time hahaha [not funny, no?]
9. I like Spirited Away, the anime from Studio Ghibli [I have watched more than 10 times already...^_^ last watched: 2 day ago!]
10. I could have American/French breakfast for a week...and I hate peanut butter!!! yuxk~~ -___-"
11. I rather stay in the office to finish all the shitty works than go back home and dream about it!!
    
12. I like to put the incident, coincident, accident whatever-dent as the psychological science explanation! [There is an explanation for everything, it's just you don't know it!]
13. I get offended very easily if people judge me, my family, my friends, my community!!
14. I have never wear the dresses that I love due to lacking of confident, physically and mentally!! [whatthefuck!!]
    
15. *phhheeewww* and Yes, Lee Haw Feng, you were right. I got the feeling when I see the seniors, very emotional ones....
    

Would like to see Max, Eryn, Dennis and Kah Wai reply to this ^_^

MEN!!!

Three days ago, I received a good news from my BFF, let’s call her Ms-M, said she’s getting married this December with a man named Mr-P. I am happy for her [I already took leave for her wedding too] and also sad that I have to hang out with the bachelors because she’s gonna have her own little family *tearing* [only the tears of joy for her!]

Two days after she sent me an sms said “Can I change my mind not to married with that man because I’m not in love and I don’t want to hurt anyone even myself?”.

From this sms already knew what happen. Apparently, Ms-M was and is still in love with a guy named Mr-N but they weren’t official due to Mr-N Uncertainty! And Mr-N suggested Ms-M to stop loving him and go ahead with Mr-P [she completely ignored Mr-P]. I was aware of the situation and advised her not to deeply in love with Mr-N because he is undecided. She promised to love herself more than anyone.

The conversation over the phone from MYS to KHM...

Me: Are you insane?? What happened?
Ms-M: Nothing….I just spoke to him, and he wished me good luck.
Me: then!!??
Ms-M: after that he said what he said and what he thinks is completely different.
Quoted from Mr-N: “I felt like I’m losing someone very important to me and I’m very upset”
Me:…*silence*…
Me: look, Ms-M, don’t be silly, if he is really want to be with you…he will do something about it!
Ms-M: I will speak to him again today…
Me: Tell you what, why don’t you listen to what he has to say first and see if he ever want to do something about it. Ddon’t ever sell yourself over him, okay?

The guy is completely undecided about what he really wants and Ms-M completely in love with him for some reasons. She even used to tell me over again and again that he even tried to avoid her sometime. Sigh, why do MEN always do that? I felt like he is still undecided and he is trying to get an extra wheel for himself for which he know that Ms-M is getting married with a nice guy [at least Mr-P did something for her!]

Last I heard was Mr-N had spoke to his parent and his parent is agree between him and her [Ya, they weren't aware earlier]. So I suggest Ms-M and Mr-N to speak to Ms-M’s family and Ms-M herself speaks to Mr-P to call off the wedding if they both really want to be together [rather than waiting till the day comes and run away from home!! believe me, kids now a day are very unpredictable!].

I felt sorry for Mr-P though!

To Mr-N,

If you ever hurt Ms-M or even think about it. I will hunt you down to the spot and I swear to God~ you will leave nothing but sorry!!

Men!! Hmphf!!!

righ...the Orchestra...

Supposedly, I was gonna sit inside the Orchestra theater with Dennis, Jenn Ting and Kah Wai on last Sunday. I wanted to see it very badly....:( but I couldn't make it.... how sad...

Dennis already informed us [not only me, Jenn Ting as well] that No Jean is allowed!!
Damn You...carelessness and ignorance!!!

Sigh...it was rather a long run weekend and disappointed!
But there are things that I've never regret to have on that Sunday...
What else...of course is related to Food...muahahaha
Dennis brought us to Cheras...*again* Ya he is madly in love with the mixed rice over there...
So we dropped by the Mini Egg Tart shop for some...

Mini Egg Tart @ Cheras

Apparently, LOTS of customers are waiting like us!!

They have mini egg tarts, mini curry puff, mini pao...all also mini... hehe

The master fill in the tart hahaha

Look!! how elegant it is... I could have this all day...so damn cute...

mini egg tarts, 10 for RM 6

Not just food, as I said earlier I couldn't make it to the orchestra.
So Me and Jenn ended up listen the orchestra from outside the theater...

Jenn Ting
This man is very Innocent, Inspiritual and Positivly Positive!

I envy his way of living his life, days in days out and he would never blame himself for a mistake but to take it and learn it wisely.

Jenn & Me

Ooo btw, I should emphasize how I ended up spending RM 300+ for one Sunday.
Since there is no Jean allowed in the theater, Me and Jenn hunted for the smart wear.

Jenn bought Hush Puppi shoe @ RM 269 with 30% discount and a pant @ RM 120 with 50% discount [price are before discounted]

And Me? I got these...

Heels [RM 59]
This is the 4th Heels of this month...whatthefuck!!


Top [RM 76]


Trouser [RM 188]

Though I wasted my money and couldn't make it to the orchestra [it's hurt!] but I had spent 2 hours with a friend whom truly living his life. It's worth it!! :)

p.s. I skipped DOME session...it disappointed me too!!

short updates:

Office No Internet for whole day, whatthefuck!!!

Now only got back...and it's time to go back to the nest!!!

-___-"

Been to The Walk, Bake and Grill @ Prima Avenue, Cyberjaya. Thought of give it a try...
They serve western food and Japanese food as far as I remember.
I felt like it's the copycat of Kenny Roger and Teppenyaki! lolz seriously!

House Grill [RM 15++]
[serve with 3 side dishes and a muffin*]

Yeah! they do have muffin...

Vanilla muffin @ The Walk [RM 2+]

Some random order from Japanese cuisine... [RM 15++]

That's gonna be my first and my last time to visit there....
With that amount I could have a wonderful Lamb grill from Padi the next door!!

They made me crave for the better muffin [I mean cupcakes!!]
Hahaha not to say I bake better than, but seriously? The restaurant owns the muffins taste like some kui from pasa malam. Actually I think some kui even taste nicer!

So I open my fridge and start to throw things out see what can I do for the night... hahaha
I got chocolate, chocolate and chocolate...hmmmmm

So why not Triple Chocolate Cupcake ehehehe I never bake chocolate cupcakes so far, always run out of this or that... :P

Original Recipe at The Cupcakery....

The battle

And guess what? I have to whist the battle by hand!!! The stupid newly bought mixer spoil half way while mixing the battle!!! [*tearing*]

Cute or not??

Up up~~ and half a dozen to go!!

Maybe I should deliver the cupcakes!! Hahahaha not yet, must practice more!! who want to be my lab rats!!??

That's all for now...till then... Have a nice weekend ^_^

emo

A lil bit emo today, nothing happen. Nothing at all.
Was watching a sneak peak of Footprints in the sand by Leona Lewis, and I started to question myself.

Will there is actually someone would carry me if I've ever need a friend.

Early this week, I was stuck in the office not because I've got so much to do it's because I couldn't reach anyone and asking a favor to pick me up. I called and called and called but couldn't reach a single friend. At the end I decided to sms the only person I always think he would never leave me behind [which I was wrong], yet, no response.

It's flashed back at me now, I am all by myself. All Alone...
Not blaming anyone or anything, You should seeing me walk off the office as earlier as possible.
That's might be the best thing I could do for myself...period.

Pahang: Deer Land and Elephant Sanctuary

I've been to Deer Land and Elephant Sanctuary for a month and now only have time to filter the pictures -__-"

warning: there are tons of photo here...

Discover the nature and wild lives at your nearest area :)

To get there is not hard though [well at least we were not lost]. It is 2 hours away from Kuala Lumpur. Take the Lanchang toll exit, and look for the signs to the place.

Deer Land

Starring:

Janet, the bully

Hi, I am Rabbit

And this's Ms-bully and my cousin blacky

Meet our neighbor, gorgeous Peacock

and Uncle Sun Bear

Live petting with uncle sun bear

and Live feeding too

Live feeding

Uncle sun bear has the big big sharp sharp tooth >.<

We all love Porcupines

who doesn't like chicks...

Super Cute and Soft Sugar Glider

the effects after Sugar Glider scratches

Gimme, I want it!!

Live Feeding

Bully part I: he ran around with the sweet potato...so all the deers were following him [oh yeah they like sweet potato...a lot]

Bully part II: she raised the sweet potato higher and higher...so the lil poor creature will have to jump higher too

Am I cute?

Post with Mr. Deer


Are we done yet??

Live feeding :)

d Biggest Deer...like a king hahaha

Our lunch cooked by James :)

Kopiais

Janet

Laurraine

Local food...looks tasty ^_^

Elephant Sanctuary

Welcome welcome

I come in peace

but she comes as a miss universe haha

Get the sticker as a Visitor

The color of the stickers represent differently.
The light blue and yellow one is for the first 150 visitors [you may book in advance] gotto join the three activities with the elephants.

1. Feeding
2. Riding
3. Bathing

These two colors also slightly different activity but can't really remember :D

And the red color is for normal visitor, only view no touching hahaha

Big skull

Let's take a look outside

They place the elephants separately, those are still young and wild at one place and those already being trained at another.

Young and wild [probably rescue from the wood]

Electric sign

Elephants

Live petting

Hmmm I'm not a super pet lover, I'm also not a pet pro. But been at the elephant sanctuary for only few hours I didn't feel like they treat all the elephants right.

Did you notice the activities that I mentioned earlier? Yeah, imagine there are hundreds of visitors and only one or two of the trained elephants are allowed to be in the activities. Especially the bathing, ONE elephant [the oldest one] has to bring 4 visitors from the yard to the middle of the pond and dump them in, and repeat the loop till finish all the visitor that wanted to bath with elephants [well at least the so-called first 150 visitors]. And this will continue everyday??

Do you think this is the way it work?

I felt like I was at the circus! Somebody has to do something.
I did my part by letting you know that this is shouldn't be the way it works.


Deer Land Authorities:
Address: No. 67, Jalan Zabidin, 28400 Mentakab, Pahang.
Email: kraunaturepark@yahoo.com.my.
Tel: +609 - 2797 249.
Fax: + 609 - 277 9305.