Wednesday, December 24, 2014

The Complete 10th Year

December 24th, 2004, I bit my families and friends good bye just to find myself in a foreign land. Alone and scare. Things were different, strange languages, and different cultures.

Today, December 24th, 2014, 10 years later; I stepped on another foreign land. Though, I'm not gonna stay here another 10 years, gonna be here for a week or so just to pet myself on the back as I deserve it.

Remarkably, I made it this far. A long journey, all by myself but not always on my own. 10 years away from home and be independent, made lots of friends and like they said you can't make friends without making a few enemies.

I really appreciate everyone efforts and helps, thoughts, and cares, and loves. You are one of the reasons, I keep moving. Please continue be amazing as who you are and spread the loves and hopes to whoever you can. They said never look down at people, unless you lend a hand to lift them up.

I'll take this chance to wish everybody a very Merry Christmas and Wonderful New Year!



Saturday, December 06, 2014

Dear God


Dear God,
The only thing I ask of you is to hold their hands when I'm not around. When I'm much too far away.
Cause I'm lonely, and I'm tired. I'm missing them very dearly.

Amen.

Perhaps, today is one of those days again. 

Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold



A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you

Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

There's nothing here for me, on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
And all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again, oh no...
Once again 

Saturday, April 19, 2014

Relent

A lot has been happening for the past couple of months. There were ups and downs, it was exciting and yet thrilling and some hard decisions have to be made in such sort period.
I am so so stress and so blessed at the same time, just an odd mix feeling.
I just wanna lye down on the sun launcher and sipping beers, blankly starring to the sky, and shut down my mind some time.
Anyway, will be updating more soon. For now, this song keeps me hopes up.

Mumfords & Son - I will wait

Well I came home
Like a stone
And I fell heavy into your arms
These days of darkness
Which we've known
Will blow away with this new sun

But I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground

'Cause I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

So break my step
And relent
Well you forgave and I won't forget
Know what we've seen
And him with less
Now in some ways
Shake the excess

And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

Now I'll be bold
As well as strong
And use my head alongside my heart
So tame my flesh
And fix my eyes
A tethered mind freed from the lies

And I'll kneel down
Wait for now
And I'll kneel down
Know my ground

Raise my hands
Paint my spirit gold
Bow my head
Keep my heart slow

'Cause I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you
And I will wait, I will wait for you

Songwriters
LOVETT, BENJAMIN WALTER DAVID / MUMFORD, MARCUS OLIVER JOHNSTONE / DWANE, EDWARD JAMES MILTON / MARSHALL, WINSTON AUBREY ALADAR