Not again...-__-

Hmmm how to describe this feeling... what feeling? is the dejavu feeling...
Two and a half months ago I had this feeling, a week after I broke up.

Now I have this feeling again, of course I don't expect to break up again since I've got no one to break up with.
This time, the voice is whispering to me that there is someone, someone behind all of these...someone is involved with this.

I don't know and I don't want to know too!

I felt jealous, hurt and hate. I'm letting thing go, I just want to live peacefully though it's lonely.

p.s. may be I should re-consider my Pahang trip...